Wednesday, May 4, 2011

something new.

Today I did something 'new' - something that I normally don't ever volunteer to do, nor would I volunteer to do it sooner than later.  But this time, I did.

I gave a presentation in front of my class.  There are probably about 40-50 students total.

I am the kind of person who is terrified to stand up in front of a lot of people and talk to them.  One on one: that's easy - I could talk forever and possibly never stop!  [YIKES].  But about 5-10 people, with me being the 'leader' in discussion or teacher...YIKES.

Anyway, I was determined not to let fear get the best of me this time.  No no no.  I was going to do it and get it over with and be good at it.  So I signed up for the first presentation day for the semester.  I NEVER DO THAT.

But, I did.

I got up there and looked people in the eye as I spoke, asked them for questions and gave my thoughts.  I know there were times that I mumbled or started stuttering, or got nervous, but honestly it wasn't that bad.  I got through it without feeling like my heart was about to hop on out of my body.  I got it without freaking out and not feeling entirely sick to my stomach.  It was amazing!

Anyway, it was a great experience.

And you know what?  I'm a bit excited to do something like that again!

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