Thursday, June 14, 2012

irony v. hope.

yesterday i discovered something that at first made me laugh out of surprise and genuinely because it was slightly hilarious considering the timing. later i cried realizing and accepting more of what it meant. it was one of those days where you just wished you wouldn't have found out or heard or whatever. it was one of those days where i wanted to escape and go driving and just have time to think and sort out all of my thoughts and feelings going along with the news.  but alas, it was late and i only had time to drive for about 20 minutes.

but it did help.

one thing i am constantly grateful for, especially in moments like these, is that i understand and truly do know that Heavenly Father knows all things and therefore knows the timing of all things.  all will work out in the end and despite having to wait for whatever we have to throughout this life, we can be content and joyful through all the days, weeks, months and years, not just when those moments finally come.  i am so grateful there is so much to be grateful for - it truly does ignite a joy inside me that is real, genuine and unquenchable.

hope wins.



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